4.28.2004

ok this is me and bears convo about posers and that its important and ill take excerpts later


michelle95839849: i saw lisa cody she looks like a man she got ugly
TonicJuiceMagik: omg lisa cody ahhh
TonicJuiceMagik: shes just pathetic
michelle95839849: i saw her and i was like look aija lisa cody and shes like omg what the hell hit her
TonicJuiceMagik: thats whop jamie reminds me of!
TonicJuiceMagik: hahaha
michelle95839849: lol yea and like i saw sarah russel and i duno heather lemay and chad better and that garret kid that kris noes
michelle95839849: and like a hole bunch of bartlet preppys turn punk
michelle95839849: i was always weird they were always concerned about their grades idunno i just think they thought it was the cool thing to do
TonicJuiceMagik: lol yup, i know them
michelle95839849: i duno so easily how the bartlett theme changes tho at bay path its different there is everything and its krazy but we all get along
michelle95839849: i cant wait till the sats when i see all these bartlett preps
TonicJuiceMagik: yeah i know what you mean, theyre are all clicks
michelle95839849: its gonna be funnie cuz i havent changed alot
michelle95839849: but they have
TonicJuiceMagik: i know..everyone goes with whatevers everyone else is doing..its sad
michelle95839849: yea its not that way at bay path tho there are a few posers but they are ridiculed
TonicJuiceMagik: haha
michelle95839849: people thought i changed alot but i ddint they just didnt no me like they thought they did and they called me a poser and then i changed and they go confused so i was like ha fuckers
michelle95839849: lol then i duno its just werid
TonicJuiceMagik: like where..bartlett or baypath?
michelle95839849: bay path
michelle95839849: alot of people change there tho from 8th to freshman
michelle95839849: its a new school you n o
TonicJuiceMagik: right
michelle95839849: but i duno i got depressed so i duno i guess i chanded but i realy didnt
michelle95839849: i was jsut sad so everyone thought i was goth
michelle95839849: but then i started likeing emo and everyone was like your a poser
michelle95839849: but i wa slike jsut changed the style of rock i listen to and its not like i changed my hole fucking life and pretend like ive loved it my hole life
TonicJuiceMagik: lol yeah i know what you mean, i dont thik yr a poser, you can just tell when people really are, when they try to hard and yeah..yr not that, not like i knew you then, but you dont seem liek it either
michelle95839849: yea
michelle95839849: i mean barlet the majority is posers
michelle95839849: you and kris are the fine few that arent and i respect that
michelle95839849: its nto like i no everything about emo but i love it
michelle95839849: and idont care wat people think fuck em
michelle95839849: the ones that say you are a poser are usually posers anyway and they are trying to hide their insecurities
TonicJuiceMagik: def...and thank you
michelle95839849: and they are all usually cynical anyways
michelle95839849: so they ahve to change so they dont fuck up
michelle95839849: gaaayy
TonicJuiceMagik: right...youre totally right, i think its funny how they all try to be so hardcore or emo or this and that, and theyre 'different' yet they look just like evryone else?
michelle95839849: yea so then when somone is actually different somone else copies them and its nto different
michelle95839849: and its like your a poser even tho its the person that thought of it to like begin with
michelle95839849: and they are like what the f word
TonicJuiceMagik: lol exactly its just a big neverending circle of bs
TonicJuiceMagik: copy who you want while NOT being a poser and shut up




lol look at me and bear im thinking almost smart and i said cynical thats a vocab word this week hells yes



leaving skool chell at 8:48 PM [comment]

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4.27.2004

Ok in the book i was thinking that we should talk about growing up, and what i mean is that sum of us dont want to grow up, and others want to grow up to fast, and how it feels for us, first hand kindof watching ourselves grow and change. We should talk about having more responsibilities and how we handle them. And we should deff talk bout getting your license and first car and stuff.
We should talk bout if adults give us to much credit/pressure, or not enuf.
We should talk about happiness and depression ( that's very important to talk about), and we should talk bout happiness vs. fun ( since we r doin that in English, and it would be helpful if teenagers know the dif). What we do for fun. Def talk about rebellion, the rebellion that most teenagers feel that they should participate in, and things like that. And how sum teenagers dont rebel at all.
We should talk about Crushes, and being crushed on, and how the other person reacts, u know what I'm talkin bout michelle.
When talking bout boyfriends talk about the dif kinds (Abusive, submissive, whipped, controlling, totally opposite of you, things like that) and we should talk bout when your whipped. And deff talk about falling in love in high school. Also what about when your friends hate him/her. Oh, and deff talk about getting over relationships, def.
We need to talk about looks, like trying to be like Hollywood beautiful, and like what its like to be fat in high school.
Yea, when we talk about the bullies, we need to talk about what it is like to be a bully, and what it is like for them, and y they do it, cause i know why sum girls make fun of other girls, and its mostly all the same reason.
Yea that's all i had on the peace of paper michelle, i think we need to cut back on all the stuff we r talking bout. Maybe
oh and u know how u were like well we dont know how boys are and bout relationships, i think the book is mostly goin to be for girls, so do u think we should make it strictly for girls or keep the boys stuff i thur?, because i dont know we could be way of when we talk bout things for guys, but then again when we talk bout things for guys it could be more of advice then of what we r doing for girls, do u know what i mean? Oh well i can explain it later.
Lissen i just spell checked that, and i realize i say like , like a lot. LOL even said it in thur when i didn't mean to. So that made me think maybe we should talk about the language of teenagers, but its so broad that we should just touch on it, like how thur r dif kinds, like ghetto, and ditzy, and such. Ok yea well that's it for now i guess.

leaving skool AijaBear at 2:51 PM [comment]

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4.26.2004

ALRIGHT I GOT SOME IDEAS

now lets think... the boy thing ... and boy friend thing... how are we gonan cover it for a guys point of veiw if we arnt guys ourselves and dont no what goes throught their clearly more immature brains ... realy tho because you no that me and aija will both say how bad guys our and no matter how old we grow that 1 will always drive us crazy whether in a good or bad way ... so if your a guy and you see us writing in this and you relize that we are being biased just say something ... i mean really guys dont think like females do until they are 20 and relized how muched they fucked up and how much they miss the girl they let go ... i mean dean said it him self that guys are dumb and they are gonna relize that they lost the best girl and they wil lbe fucked when they knock up some bitch and get a divorce and think about that first girl the one he lost his virginity to and think about all those times when they were just young and in love .. and who doesnt wanna be happy and in love with somone that they no loves them back and guys just dont relize that they are out for the pussy and that is that all ass dont believe a guy unless they say that they are there for you and promise you ... really tho guys come and go and the ones in highschool they are shit compared to the guys that you will meet and they will be the ones that really do like going for walks and not just say it and really do like your kind of music and not just pretend to no the songs and actualy car about what you have to say .. and trust me girls most of you wotn find that until later ....

michelle95839849: sigh
candycanegurl 33: aww why sigh
candycanegurl 33: alex thing
michelle95839849: yea]
michelle95839849: its like weird
candycanegurl 33: I know
candycanegurl 33: but at least your not in love with a guy who doesnt know you exist....
michelle95839849: yea but im in love with somone i dont even have a chance with
michelle95839849: i sitll love adam
michelle95839849: and i no that its hard for you too but you at least have a chance you could talk to him
michelle95839849: i cant talk to adam its over and ill never get what we had back
candycanegurl 33: yeah but hopefully soon we will both get over the guys and move on
michelle95839849: kris we wont get over guys
michelle95839849: we are female
michelle95839849: lol
michelle95839849: we will get over a particular one but there will always be one that will drive you crazy
candycanegurl 33: lol well those guys
michelle95839849: weather good or bad
candycanegurl 33: haha yea
michelle95839849: its jsut terrible
michelle95839849: plus kris we are teenagers and are hormones do get the best of us most of the time
candycanegurl 33: yea
candycanegurl 33: but day has a funny haircut
candycanegurl 33: and I still this hes the best
michelle95839849: yea i no
candycanegurl 33: think
michelle95839849: adams still the best
michelle95839849: hes jsut so awesome i guess
michelle95839849: im jsut being blinded by me just being naive
michelle95839849: Kristyn your the best and you are a god
candycanegurl 33: hm
candycanegurl 33: lol I know


see that , that is simple teenage girl heartache and the imature guys dont relize these convos go on they just sit there and think about other stuff liek drugs or cars or tv or sports or work ... girls wont be important until they fall in love girls no what love is when they are young guys wont no until they ask somone to marry them its as simple as that

thanks for your tyme

peace motha fuckas



leaving skool chell at 8:41 PM [comment]

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4.25.2004

I was thinking, that as we write this book me and michelle are going to grow so much, i mean, really sitting down and analyzing this, is going to be so weird, like analyzing our world its goin to be strange. We r going to be so dif from everyone else, like the things that we r going to know, and what will be running through our heads, will be dif maybe. I hope that the book comes out alright, i mean, high school looks different to everyone, but not everyone could write what we are writing, because most people have there heads stuck so far up there ass's to see that there is a hole world after high school, and me and michelle see that, but we r still i the high school life. i don't know its good. I'm so glad we r writing this, there is nothing like this out thur (at least of what i have seen). We r goin to be so fucking rich, fuck yea

Oh michelle, what about life for someone who drops out of high school, and when we talk about drugs, we should talk about straight edges too, yup.

leaving skool AijaBear at 4:32 PM [comment]

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everything about highschool you ever wanted to know but nobody was ever willing to tell you

this is the outline check this shit out tag it if you thing its good and if we missed something


1) The hierarchy
a) Cliques
i) Preppy kids
ii) Popular kids
iii) The sluttish girls
iv) The Goths
v) The Skaters
vi) The punk kids
vii) Emo kids
viii) The smart geek kids
ix) The smelly kids
x) Thugs (Wangstas)
visit this site if you wanan learn more about this clique http://ohemjay.blogspot.com/
xi) Gangs
xii) The posers
xiii) The loners
xiv) The Hot mean guys
xv) Jocks
xvi) Bullies
xvii) Druggies
and the few who dont know where they go

b) Popularity
c) Lunch ( how the Cliques interact)
Being bullied
a) What is bullieng,types and stuff
b) Not fitting in/ being ostrisized
c) Harasment & Hazing
d) Why do teens put other teems down
e) how bullieng affects you
2) The shoe thing
a) Music Genres
b) Style of dress
c) Posers
d) Stereotyping
e) Prejudice
3) Boyfriend/Girlfriend relationships
a) Peer pressure
b) Sex (s.t.d.s)
c) Pregnancy/birth control
d) Taking things too serious
e) Cheating
f) Break up
4) Drama
a) Rumors
b) Drama Queens
c) Assuming things
d) Clique drama
5) Concerts
a) Experiences (dos and don’ts)
6) Parties
a) Having fun
b) Drinking
c) Kinds of parties (determined by cliques)
d) Sex (s.t.d.s)
e) Drugs
7) Drugs
a) Peer pressure
b) Kinds of drugs
c) The effects
d) “Druggies” or “Stoners”
e) Consequences
8) Morality is a big thing
a) How far will you go?
b) What are your morals?
c) American media effects our morals.
d) How are morals different now from 50 years ago?
e) Do you have the right morals to survive and succeed?
9) Family Life
a) Sibling rivalry
b) Parental influence
c) Divorce
d) Pressure to be the “Best”
e) Ethnicity
f) Family Status
10) After School Activities
a) What is there
b) How can you deal with the stress of everything you have to do?
c) What are the benefits?
d) What are the downsides?
11) Our Future
a) What are your plans after school?
b) Getting ready for college
c) College
d) Goodbye high school and its drama
e) A new start






leaving skool chell at 11:27 AM [comment]

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4.23.2004

right ...

ok im trying to get things udner control how does it look what do you all think its new and its fresh and its all about me and aijas idea about the mixed up and crazed world of high school living... like yea umm so this is how it goes ... school sucks ... and then you go to college ... ok love ya i gotta get up tomorro for that show me and aija will give you the details and the teenage experience when we get back from that ok ... love ya bye

** o yea me and aija have our own journals too i added links to them on the right side ... so you can check out our individual life and not just our fucked up veiws on how fucked up the american teenage life really is

leaving skool chell at 10:30 PM [comment]

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Yea, so me and Michelle had the best idea ever, to write about the American high school experience. The cool part is, is that we can look at it from an insiders point of view and then take a step back and see what is really going on. Which gives a really unique look at teenage life, this blog is going to be so great, it is so hot , I'm in love. lol. So yea, we got the idea because i randomly ranted about unwritten rules of high school popularity, and cliques and stuff, and it really makes a lot of since, really. So every one should read this, and we are going to make a book, and become friggin millionaire. Bye

leaving skool AijaBear at 9:42 PM [comment]

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